gahhh pissed >_>

i know this rant may be the selfish, spoilt, ignorant and arrogant side of me, but nyeh.
its annoying the crap outta me at the moment.

of course im in yr 11.
yeahh ive got priorities im supposed to make important, like school work. yeah i get that.
but sometimes i feel that right now, all i have in my life is school and tutor.
like goddamn.
on monday, my day is free.
but then on tuesday i dont get home till 9.
on wednesday, i leave for tutor at 6.45-ish, and i dont get home till 9.30
ive got morning class so ive gotta wake up at freaking 5 something.
thursday i dont get home till 9 either.
it may not seem that much, but at the moment..
i feel gahh!
so pissed.
my parents want me to stop chinese, my only extracurricular activity ive got atmo.
ive already quit piano, which ive played since i was 6.
ive quit taekwondo, even when i didnt do it for a long time.
i had to quit bball for tutor.
i want to take up dancing, but they wont freaking let me.
they want me to quit chinese so i can take that time to "relax".
shit wont i be doing that if im doing somehting i enjoy ?

annies being a selfish, insensitive idiot atmo.
me being self centered, only thinking about what i want, not about what other people want.
like shit, yeah i know.
and im not even taking my parents view into consideration.
but you know..
sometimes i feel that my parents are a bit too controlling.
a bit too strict.
i hate feeling like im stuck inside their perfect world that theyve set out for me.
i have high expectations that ive gotta reach.
otherwise..
im gonna bring shame into the familyt.
shit i realise that already.
but i hate this feeling.
shit i hate it.

shit im pissed off.
is that even the reason why ??


shit.
end of rant.

week 3 ends

its already the end of week three.
like goddammit.
its moving fast.

had camp last week.
i must say, that was faaantastic.
got to know people better.. and
SO MUCH FUN!! >I=D

today we got our reports
lols majorly owned in physics.
hahahah
yay ownage >_>
chem.. WAS MAJORLY LOL
that is so freaking funny.
i failed.. yet i got so well.
hahaha

last night at mono
teresa got these stuff from some safety program.
dang i wanna go.
but theyre so challenging yet so..
strangely addictive =D

camp tomorrow!

me and rains ipod videos

yay black XD with yellow skin

we swapped!! XD


random pix from a while back//

its really cute!!

so cool >I=D



today has been quite a good day, great in fact.
until i got home and started packing..
and my mum got picky about everything .. T_T

today..
maths was hilarious
that paedo sub who had called fiyin a refugee or something... or thought she was.
me bringing natural confectionary lollies and clarissa, janet and i think nat picking out all the nice flavours and leaving us the orange and yellow >_>
goddamn man XP

lunch time, great fun with the group.
real hapy =D

mono..
lols at our maths 2+3u combination, playing heads down thumbs up, and celebrity heads.
that was great fun ..
just like the old times XP

then... later trying to prevent mr su from driving his car outta the driveway,
and him trying to run us down O_O!!!
and ... him slowly driving towards sandy and winnie i think
and me and joanne and audrey on the side..
and me commenting on how scary he looked with that freaky smile XP
and him turning his head towards us slowly.. O_O!!
HAHAHAH
SOOO FUNNY! MAJOR CRACKING-UPNESS!!
great moment!